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Monday, September 19, 2011

 

i have been sick for the past 4 weeks now.

went to the doctor and he said i had strep throat; so he prescribed me five days of antibiotics and said i was good to go.  after the five days there were no improvements.  i went back to the doctor.  he said i must have a 'stubborn bug' and prescribed me stronger antibiotics for seven days.  these gave me stomach pains and made me feel terrible.  after that i still felt like i had a lump in my throat but thought hey at least my throat isn't hurting anymore.  finished all the antibiotics and waited. 

and then my throat started getting worse again...and the lump never went away.  so back to the doctor.  i'm feeling pretty crappy, throat getting progressively worse.  doc prescribed me antibiotics for ten days and said 'this should take care of it!'.  i am now on the fourth day for this round and i still feel like crap and i seem to be getting worse.

the nonstop coughing has started and i am so tired.  i can't sleep.  i am so so tired.

never felt so sick and so gross for so long.  i usually get over these things very quickly.  but four weeks? 

hese last round of antibiotics make me feel nauseous and queasy, the whole i-want-to-throw-up deal.  bleh. 

i hatehatehate having taken so many antibiotics that have done nothing. damn superbugs.  i hate you.

 


Monday, March 14, 2011

 

'all those days
chasing down a daydream
all those years
living in a blur
all that time
never truly seeing
things the way they were
now she's here
shining through the starlight
now she's here
suddenly i know
if she's here
it's crystal clear
i'm where i'm meant to go'
                                          

 

 


Saturday, February 05, 2011

 

why did i ever stop writing?

 


Saturday, May 22, 2010



'i dreamed a dream in time gone by
when hope was high and life worth living
i dreamed that love would never die
i dreamed that god would be forgiving

then i was young and unafraid
and dreams were made and used and wasted
there was no ransom to be paid
no song unsung, no wine untasted

but the tigers come at night
with their voices soft as thunder
as they tear your hope apart
as they turn your dreams to shame

and still i dream he'll come to me
that we would live the years together
but there are dreams that cannot be
and there are storms we cannot weather

i had a dream my life would be
so different from this hell i'm living
so different now from what it seemed
now life has killed the dream i dreamed'



Wednesday, July 01, 2009




tales of the heart:
some things are hard to fathom, but you need to believe.
some events happen beyond control, but you need to accept.
there are people you can not live without, but you need to let go.





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"don't let anyone ever make you feel
like you don't deserve what you want."